Not yet.

Although, I have returned to theater to Music Direct "Anne of Green Gables" for CYT I don't think I was completely ready for it yet. After, "A Chorus Line" literally drained me of all my creativity, energy and enthusiasm. Theater, isn't that fun. I find my self getting very very bored at rehearsals where even I am leading. Maybe it's the learning curve of the kids I am working with. I used to put a lot more of my self in to it. Now, not so much, now I just kinda go and do my part and leave. I guess, I have completely stopped trying. I dunno. Eitherway there is a lot more less stress related to teh production. Though I have done "Anne of Green Gables" like 4 times now. I care about the kids and the show. But, well I think I really did loose my love of theater or something. Perhaps, too much too soon? I don't even hardly feel connected to my work. AT ALL. It's nothing against CYT at all either, I love CYT. Yeah, I think theater really did die for me. Wow, thats a depressing thought. Scary. Now I really don't know what to do. I hope it passes but for now... its not even fun. I don't even look foward to it at all.

-J