Friday, October 17, 2003

Friday Five



1. Name five things in your refrigerator.
Orange juice, Eggs, Water, Cheese, Soy Milk

2. Name five things in your freezer.
Ice Cream, Chicken, Ice, Vodka, Strawberries

3. Name five things under your kitchen sink.
Trash Bags, Diswasher Detergent, Swiffer Wet Cleaning Cloths, Sponges, Jet Dry

4. Name five things around your computer.
Cd's, my Palm Pilot, Photos of friends and my CYT kids, Desk Lamp, Scanner

5. Name five things in your medicine cabinet.
Razor, Shaving Gel, Advil, Toothpaste, Hair Gel


-J

Not yet.


Although, I have returned to theater to Music Direct "Anne of Green Gables" for CYT I don't think I was completely ready for it yet. After, "A Chorus Line" literally drained me of all my creativity, energy and enthusiasm. Theater, isn't that fun. I find my self getting very very bored at rehearsals where even I am leading. Maybe it's the learning curve of the kids I am working with. I used to put a lot more of my self in to it. Now, not so much, now I just kinda go and do my part and leave. I guess, I have completely stopped trying. I dunno. Eitherway there is a lot more less stress related to teh production. Though I have done "Anne of Green Gables" like 4 times now. I care about the kids and the show. But, well I think I really did loose my love of theater or something. Perhaps, too much too soon? I don't even hardly feel connected to my work. AT ALL. It's nothing against CYT at all either, I love CYT. Yeah, I think theater really did die for me. Wow, thats a depressing thought. Scary. Now I really don't know what to do. I hope it passes but for now... its not even fun. I don't even look foward to it at all.


-J

Thursday, October 16, 2003

Sleepless


I have been staying up relatively late the last few nights. 02:00 or later has been my bed time. Last night I was inspired to write so I put together this short story. I may continue to build it or let it stay. But last night I realized as I was writing it how much I enjoy written expression. Though live spoken expression on stage has always been my preference. There is something wonderful about writing. After all, written words in scripts eventually turn in to speech on stage. I had an idea for a play in my head for the last year or so. I think its time I started acting upon it. I don't have a title yet. The story that I wrote last night is called The last 2 years maybe I'll get more creative and rename it. Who knows? Let me know what you think. Keeping in mind its a first draft. I awoke at 08:30 this morning... why?


-J

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

Label Victim Part. 1


So here I am sitting at my computer not finishing my room. So I decide to go on-line (gasp) and check out the Abercrombie Website and go and do a little shopping on my meager Work salary and about $100.00 later here I am. All leading up to this...

abercrombie

What prep label are you?


The Ironic thing about my recent shopping spree is that for a very long time now almost a year I haven't bought any abercrombie clothing. I have been sticking with, Anchor blue, Old Navy, any old thing really. I guess I do have a lot of Tommy clothes, DKNY (for work) and been buying a lot of Dickies stuff lately too. Thanks to this one here I think I want to go buy some new shoes. Nothing like giving in to the impulse buying needs to make one feel better. More on label victim to come.
-J

Late and tired...


See how late it is, I can't sleep. I put my new desk together though. Its pretty nice... except now the mess that was my desk is now strewn all over my bed and I can't sleep. Ill fix that make the bed and hopefully be off to dream land before 4:00 am. I have to run at 9:00 so tomorrow or today rather is going to be a long... very long day.


-J

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

I have arrived


I am getting ready to really make this B-log happen. I am in the process of making the comment box more visually pleasing. So pleast bear with me. I will eventually be archiving the old B-logs or at least a few special ones from Xanga. You can still check out the Xanga here. For now this is the new site. I am working on formatting and all that... I am totally new to CSS and have limited PHP and CGI experience any help is more then welcome. Now on with the show.

I have been working almost 40 hours every week, its a wonder I still make it to school and all but things seem to be going well. Been able to go out a lot lately and been spending almost every day hanging out with Luke and Chris. Luke is really pushing me with my running, so hopefully Ill be ready for a Kick Ass snowboarding season. I want to get another board. Though I love mine I think it's time, though it has taken a while to brake mine in I dunno I have been looking at my latest issue of TransWorld. So big surprise I want somthing else... besides the Laptop, I-pod, and Flat Screen Monitor. HAHA.


-J