Jeopardy...


I'll take... this time span in my crazy life for 500...


And the answer is...

You went to Las Vegas and stuck $100.00 bills in slots, after spending upwards of 60 hours a week at work you made your quarter goal, made a pact to stop going out that lasted exactly 4 days, it seems like your always short on cash, Sundays stayed the same... but you thought it would be cool to go to fashion valley and "shop" while under the influence of no particular substance, Did you go to PB, how about the Gas lamp? (Guess the question there is how many times?), I think you partied at your friends new condo in downtown, almost got to fire someone at work, yes damnit! , almost die... likely, oh you threw a party on the 29th of this month, finished it off by getting sick and started the next month by having 4 white dudes pull guns on your roommate in la Jolla, while you and Toya egged them on by telling them they didn’t belong here...

Hmmm....

What consisted of the beginning, middle, and end of October 2005?

CORRECT!

-J

Updated


I think the last time I wrote anything even subliminally original or interesting was back oh about July 25th or so. I will make an attempt to write something of substance once again. Well, at least as much substance as I can, for now my life is an odd little roller coaster running parallel to a fun house, throw in a little bit of that special magic called Sunday and you’ll see it’s a Carnivàle.

In the usual fashion we had a party Labor Day weekend, you can see pictures if you know where to look (shutterfly.com) “Lifestyles of the Rich and the Famous” a theme that needs to be repeated. Dress code, slacks, nice shoes, dress shirt, tie optional and the girls as always where there in their best. Hit of the night and my new favorite thing to do ICE LUGE. If there was ever something more beautiful, more suited for parties and getting people ready to have a good time (or drunk, whatever you want to call it) you have to experience it in-order to understand.

Next weekend we Hosted J-go’s birthday party, Pajama Jam. Anna, Liz and Julie if you are reading this you rock my socks.

A New Sushi placed opened down the street, Koto sushi all the way I can eat that for…well forever. It’s my new place to hang and its just down the street from my house!

Been to On Broadway Twice this month… love that place but I think I’ll have a new place soon enough… more on that to come.

Well… Ill write again when I can, later folks all two of you!

-J

your birthday... well MINE


Your Birthdate: April 15
With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene.
The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher.
You are very responsible and capable.

This is an attractive and an attracting influence.
You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it.
You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research.

You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes.
This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup.
You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways.

-J

Names, names, names...


Jared
Descent : Hebrew
Rose : Greek


Balanced and fairminded you possess the ability to use sound reason and judgement when determined and decisive action is required. Persuasive and logical you tend to be an influential figure in your circle of friends and associates. You are extremely adaptable and this is necessary as you seem to be continually being presented with decisions of a life altering nature.

-J

homophobia



I had to add a few of my own too...

I am the son who cant talk to his parents about the person hes fallen in love with, because hes a guy.

I'm the friend who cant talk about his love life with my own friends because thats "gross".

I have to make up little but terribe white lies every day...

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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I
wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

repost this if you belive homophobia is wrong

-J

How old are you ... really?



I took this little quiz thingy... thanks to ChipMINK, it was entertaining and its right abou tme wooo... I act my age.. DAMMIT I DO ACT my age... ugh

You Are 27 Years Old

27 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

-J

DONE


I finished "The Half Blood Prince" last week I read for a total of 8 Hours maybe 9... Yeah... It was good as expected... I think now more then the writing I am just addicted, yup TOTALLY 100% addicted to Harry Potter.

This weekend was interesting I helped Kristen with her show "once on this island" if you have never seen this short one act musical next time its playing I'll let you know. It's fantastic, my second time working on this exact show... its one I would definitely recommend.

Back to work this week... I might check out SD Pride this weekend who knows I might even be working a booth for Here! TV, but all that is still up in the air.

Late-

-J

So this is how my times is going to be occupied...

-J

So cal.. ah YEAH!

YOU KNOW YOUR FROM SO-CAL WHEN…

The fastest part of your commute is down your driveway.

You go to the beach and see that real lifeguards actually do look like the lifeguards from Baywatch

Your monthly house payments exceed your annual income.

You drive next to a Rolls Royce and don't notice.

You begin to "lie" to your friends about where you are (i.e. "Yeah I'm like 20 minutes away") - when you know that it'll take you at least an hour to get there).

You drive to your neighborhood block party.

You don't exterminate your roaches, you smoke them.

In the "winter", you can go to the beach and ski at Big Bear on the same day.

You eat a different ethnic food for every meal

If your destination is more than 5 minutes away on foot, you're definitely driving.

Calling your neighbors requires knowing their area code.

You know what In N Out is and feel bad for all the other states because they don't have any.

You don't stop at a STOP sign, you do a California Roll.

You really can never be too rich or too thin.

You've partied in Tijuana at least once.

You go to a tanning salon before going to the beach.

You eat pineapple on pizza.

Bars card. For real.

Your cell phone has left a permanant impression on the side of your head.

You think that Venice is a beach.

The waitress asks if you'd like "carbs" in your meal.

You mourned for Tupac and not for Biggie

You know who the tinsel underwear dude in Venice Beach is. ( the guitar guy on skates lol)

You classify new people you meet by their Area Code. An "818" would never date a "562" and anyone from "323" or "213" is ghetto/second class. Best area code: "310."

You call 911 and they put you on hold.

You have a gym membership because it's mandatory.

The gym is packed at 3pm...on a workday.

You think you are better than the people who live "Over the Hill". It don't matter which side of the hill you are currently residing, you are just better than them, for whatever reason.

You know that if you drive two miles in any direction you will find a McDonald's or a Starbucks.

You know what "sigalert", "PCH", and "the five" mean.

Getting anywhere from point A to point B, no matter what the distance, takes about "twenty minutes".

The Terminator is your governor

You can't remember . . . is pot illegal?

It's barely sprinkling rain and there's a report on every news station: "STORM WATCH"

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from California

-J

Last weekend...



Man oh man... the WEEKEND kicked my ass... back to work... I have stories... so many many stories...

-J

Don't tell me

Hey you! DONT TELL me, that homosexuals are solely or even partially responsible for the moral breakdown of the United States. Don't even begin to argue that. We aren't allowed to Marry, we can't have our own children, and last time I checked the bible lists a lot of other things that YOU do everyday as a mortal sin... Before that Christian, Catholic, Jewish, or Muslim magnifying glass gets pointed at me would you mind taking a good look at yourself? You might just be blinded by the light. Thanks.

On the subject of Gay Marriage... we all know from past experience that "separate but equal" is not "Equal" but it is separate and second rate. Why are we going to court over Gay Marriage... show me where this is a crime... and how old is that law? Age does not always equal automatic correctness. Just because it worked for 1000 years doesn’t mean it will work today.

Please, don’t tell me well that’s just how it is. There is always a WHY, involved. What is your why, why is it that way? Care to share with me?

I want everyone to KNOW GOD, I want to know god and get closer to our LORD. But, did Jesus go around killing people, did he speak with them and change them, yes. Did Jesus have friends, Disciples from all walks of life? Yes. Look folks I really do understand how difficult it is to understand the bible... It was written before time, it has been translated and re-translated numerous times, people weren't allowed to read if for hundreds of years, in the formative years people couldn't even read! Humans have always tried to push their own agendas; I am doing it right now. But if you know the answer to the Questions who decides right from wrong please tell me... oh and remember GOD gave us free will to make choices, God also created us who and how we are, god also said Love thy Neighbor... pretty simple right? So why do you hate your Gay Child? or James and Greg next door? What does love mean to you? What is Love... or maybe you don’t know because the love you see thinks just like you?

I know that Jesus Loved all of his children and that he would be sad to see all of us fighting so...

Yes, I am gay, no I am not a moral I don’t go around doing all the stereo typical gay things... but I am flawed and human and no one is perfect who has walked this earth in the last 100 years not since Christ... and did any of you get to ask him in person? I didn't so I don’t pretend I know the answer to questions like that, all I know is that he lived an exemplary life, and he loved everyone.

-J

Homophobic-Homos

I had a nice chat with Jason this morning. After the party last night it was good to have some level headed conversation. He is terrible the way he makes me think, just terrible. We started talking about happiness and my perpetual state of singleness that has lasted the last year or so. Too often have I excluded guys that I just couldn't hang with because of their "persona" you know what I mean. Well, its time to stop, focus and not feel sorry for them or myself. Work... Right work.

Side-Bar
I did get that promotion that I have been angling for. My boss and I went over our plan to increase our Business Loan Clients and Business Accounts at the office. 55 a QUARTER... That's going to be a challenge. But I only need to have two successful quarters, before I am up for a review again... Considering the state of things... I am glad I have a week of to organize myself... Its going to be an interesting, summer.

Who wants to hitup the Beach with me this week? I am way two white for a half flip KID. Help!

P.S. pictures form the 3rd will be up soon...

-J

The third...

Wow... interesting night, thats all I have to say for now... and as usual I was beyond coherent.

-J

Back in the day...

Its cytesy, but true, I think that this applies to all of us. But what I remember, what I know I wanted was to grow up and do all the things the grownups were doing... well I have news for ya, Life is great but it was so much easier to be a kid.

Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground. The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties. Mom was your hero and dad was the boy you were going to marry. Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were who ran the fastest. War was a card game. The only drug you knew of was cough medicine & wearing skirts didn't mean you were a slut. The only thing you smoked was the tires on your bike. The only thing that hurt was skinned knees & the only things that can get broken were your toys. Life was simple and care free, but what I remember the most was, wanting to grow up.

-J

Same old new stuff...

Those of you who know, I have a new home in San Marcos now. It's new, neat, totalyl high end and huge. Though, I havent really bought my self anything new in months nothign small anyway that I can be stoaked to wear out, play forever or buy "new" drinks" with. I did get a new car, but yeah I want to go shopping. A new things are nice they just take so much work to get. Pictures are up, btw use the link above to get to them... other then that I had a good night last night. I hope we can do that again. Enough said. ciao.

-J

I forgot...

Sunday I went to Northridge to hang out with Kathy. Boy, did I forget ho wmuch I enjoy spending time with her. Since I hardly see her anymore. Robyn, came down from Bakerfield to make it that much more fun. We wen't shopping I spent $80 on DVD's, ate at CPK, and 9.00 at the sweet factory. To top off the night we headed over to WEST HOLLYWOOD for a night out... except it was ALSO PRIDE weekend there... crazy fun times, I umm err Climbed a tree? Anyway, good times... and I canno't wait for the reuion in August... now thats exciting!

Of course I have pictures and I will get them up soon, good night all.

-J

I feel the earth move under my feet...

So, its too early to tell but either Pendleton is doing some hefty bomb tests or we had an earthquake sometime around 0800 0845 this morning. You know, I was never a nervous person or scared of things like movies until lately... What happened? Anyway... didnt make church this morning, :-( but Lacy and I did have a good time at Dinnis last night, I haven't had a cosmo in a long time uber gay but good. Yeah, that reminds me.

Why have I been using the word UBER so much lately? I dont remember where I pick up the phrase but I picked it up about a month ago. Hmm any way its uber fun to use. TRY IT!

1. uber

The ultimate, above all, the best, top, something that nothing is better than. Also Über

I'm Über confused... sometimes that goes without saying for me...

-J

Sunday, Sunday...

Its going to be an interesting weekend, my first weekend out in West Hollywood with Kathy. I miss her so much, though I am not too sure how excited I am about going out with everyone else there the newer, better upgraded models if you know what I mean. Of course there will be excessive drinking all in preperation for my interview Monday morning Downtown in SD. Oh, and Adam and I are going to head over to the church by my house Sunday moring before I leave for LA... we decided to infiltrate the system.

-J

Another New begining...

For those of you that keep up with the times, you are light years ahead of me.

After looking through a distant friends b-log, I have decided that it's time for me to start the b-log thing again. So this weekend I will be working on all kinds of new and seemingly interesting things to post here. For now just deal with the enivitable drinking picture. Yes folks, that is infornt of the bellagio and that is a huge bottle of beer, shocking perhaps but fun... you bet it was.

-J

Kills time

You are the Low-Fidelity All-Star. You were born
with your cool, and it's totally natural. You
run the gamut from Hipster Supreme (only they
can ingest as much coffee as you) to the geeky
hipster (Mario Kart, anyone?).


What Kind of Hipster Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

-J

Mate...

No, im not talking about that special someone... I think I am done for the moment. Not looking around so hard anymore, maybe something will just fall into my lap. I'm talking about a roomie. ANYONE looking for a Room to RENT... I really needsome one bad. $525 a month Utliites, Cable, and Internet included.

Work is stressing me out... the training process can be quite long and tedious. Then you try to meet goal and work with people who are more and more like friends then co-workers. This, while great for team chemistry also wanes on the work relationship. You are supervising someone but need to seperate that, which results in being harder on someone then need be. Perhaps, it's me just learning how to supervise, more and more. Perhaps part of my problem is that I am stretched thin right now at work and don't really know what direction I am going anymore. Mates, work with me.

Friendships, do you ever feel like you need to watch you back. You know for those jealous people, or the workplace competion, or perhaps you get taken for granted. Who knows, but I do... on occasion. Vegas gave me a chance to relax and take it all in. I need to go back to school... I dont have that much left... and I miss learning the things I want to learn. Golbal markets, foreign languages and trade, art... and dare I say acting / directing.

Ife is interesting, meeting your ideal mate comes in so many different forms. I think my ideal mate is challenge, change, adversity and stability... conflict much... oh I wish I was in VEGAS.

Peace out-

-J

the 80's

So the 80's were an interesting decade... so much so, that like many before it people throw these wonderful themed parties as a tribute. Tom and Dave throw parties at their house about once a month or so. There was one this last Saturday... like I said the 80's were an interesting decade. You have to remember, MTV launched in the 80's, the smurfs, scooby doo, GI JOE, HeMan, SheRA, Thundr cats, Big hair, Hair Scrunchies, MoHawks, Metal Bands, Hot Pink, NEON, Star Wars, our parents were OUR AGE! There was no internet, well not as we know it. But there was Nintendo, Atari, Street Fighter and all that! We dessed in our finest 80's garb... If I could have only found my Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles T-Shirt DAMN! Check out the pics on Shutterfly. (see above for the info).

OH, and most importantly I was BORN APRIL 15th 1981... IM 24 Folks! Score! Even better, all my friends and my lil bro were born in the 80's too... well the 70's were good too but thats a story for another party.

LATE~

-J

Vegas...

So I was in Las Vegas April 8 - 10 this last weekend. The Pictures are up too... just use the pictures link at the top. Yup right up there all the info you need to access them is up there too. It was fun, in fact, in fact I have Fallen In Love with Vegas. We stayed at the Luxor, walked around everywhere, went clubbing, sat at the bellagio for 3 hours, drank non stop... I was such a LUSH this weekend. On our last day there we went to a champagne brunch... we didn’t even know. We were toasted... I mean all you can eat shrimp and crab... IM in Heaven! Went to Cesar’s palace and Had Ozzie and Sharon Osborne walk right past us!!! That was exciting, then went to the Venetian and the Forum shopping center... IM going back there just for the Gelato and the Shopping. Spent $200 on a pair of Hugo Boss Sunglasses... yeah about 600 bucks later... I want more!!! Oh I bought a new car last week too! So many good things, how am I supposed to pay for all of this... damn, I am done at least till may when we are going back... HEHE YAY! Love you all... in two days I turn .. 24...DAMN.

-J

The Present...

Its an empty space between the good and bad... but time enough to lay to waste every certainty I had.

Have you ever seen someone so involved, and invested in happiness that it made you sick at fist, as is everyone’s gut reaction at least if you aren't there as well. Think about that for a moment, and then just realize how terrible desperate you have become. And in the words of PARIS HILTON "... don’t be desperate" none of us should ever be desperate, because no matter if you do or don't have a "special someone" there are always people out there who have your back. Scott and Justin (though I haven’t meet Scott yet) you peeps are got me for sure, so least in friendship. That seems to be what my life has been made up of lately. Lot's of new friends and so much important good time with the old ones. Like wine, friendship gets better with age, it ripens, gains depth, it's more intoxicating, rare, and you are always saving it for a very special occasion, eventually you end up willing to spend great amounts of money for it, the fewer and fewer times you get to have it the more you want it... and at the end of your life your drinking vintage. Sometimes, I can't help but think life should be called a Holiday i.e. "This Holiday Life". Despite all the apparent injustice, in consistency, shits, giggles, tantrums, accidents, deaths, births and substance(s) time keeps moving we keep living and dieing. It's not that bad, Always Wear your sunscreen okay Kids? Poof! I'm done.

-J

Its time for a fun quiz boys... LOL

I'm a Trendy City Faggot! I am better than you. My clothing is better, I am more sophisticated, I smell better, taste better, look better, and feel better. What’s more, I snigger into my macchiato at other faggot stereotypes, because they are all so tragically simple. God why can’t I get laid?

What kind of Faggot are you?
Brought to you by Pushing Through

-J

I COpied LUKE!

I made a Quiz!

Take it bitches!

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

-J

Jumping Turtle

KATHY IS IN TOWN! YAY!

Last night was so fun. I'm not entirely certain where to even begin. It was one of the first times I have really sat down and just talked about old times. It's an interesting fact of life the longer you know people the more stuff you have to talk about, and the more comfortable you are talking about it. Kathy, Chris S. and I went to the jumping turtle on a WORK night. So reminiscent of those nights spent out late after rehearsal or water polo practice.

We hung out had some drinks at this great bar the Jumping Turtle in San Marcos, this bar right down the street from my house. I’m telling you folks all these bars around the house its just encouraging the LUSH to come back... Ill settle for my wine for now though. HEHE. Before we went out I busted out my entire collection of film "normal" pictures and the three of us went through them. Though I hated it when my mother would take pictures of everything I am so glad it's something I picked up from her. Pictures are truly worth a thousand words. Memories and good times, what else could a guy ask for … except another guy to share it with. Right back to the topic at hand, I know eventually I am going to put all the pictures in Photo Albums and I really need to do it soon.

Lacey and I have started going to the GYM again, and tonight, tonight we got Crystal to go too! YAY! Planning and preparations for the party this Saturday have already begun and I am so excited! HOUSE WARMING! In addition to all that excitement I am car shopping tomorrow as well. YAY! I can't wait its really going to be a blast. So, I love it when friends are in town, and I am even more excited at the prospect of all our friends showing up for the big bash this weekend. ARE YOU COMING?

-J

Slacked

Lately, I have been massively slacking off. Eating all kinds of unhealthy food and not getting my self to the gym, or rock climbing or out on runs. That has got to change. So as of today I am back to my old plans. I miss going to the gym anyway. Oh, Kathy is in town too and I have been so busy or tired that I haven’t had the chance to hang out when she is available. Albeit she has a pretty set schedule too so it’s difficult sometimes. No worries though we are going to hang out tonight maybe go to Oggi's. She hasn't seen the new house yet either! With that mentioned we are having a house warming party this weekend Saturday. All are invited... pending you know where I live or have the gusto to give me a call I’ll give you directions. Anyway, going to leave you with a few more pics from snowboarding... I went to Mt. High this Sunday... it wasn't as fun as it could have been, but then again there were several factors working against us. But Snowboarding is Snowboarding, and I still had a blast. All in all a good weekend, oh forgot to mention I finally went to LEGO Land... Let’s just say had we bought the swords first I would have had even more fun. PICTURES!






-J

-J

Big Bear

Luke and I finally got to take our snowboarding trip together. I have been so busy all season that I haven’t had a chance to take a vacation... I really needed one too. This whole bank thing is stressful. Oh and I just wanted to thank my co-worker Jon for getting me sick just before my vacation, love the sore throat buddy, much love! or not. :-)

But I did get to hit up Big Bear...It took me a while to reacquaint myself but it didn't take long. Luke and I hit up some jumps; I tried my hand at the half pipe and some of the larger rails. Then we hit up some steep trails... I hit a patch of ice 3 separate times and slid on my knees and behind halfway down the mountain... it’s cool though. I had a good time. I’m going to Mt. High this Sunday does anyone want to come?

Pictures...

-J

For random

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	friendly
Your eyes...	sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...	heart warming
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	everlasting
Quiz created with MemeGen!

-J

I love Encinitas...

D street if you don't you it... you have to live it. Moonlight beach, for real moonlight beach. Sometimes, life hits you like a speeding bus, othertimes its a feather that gently reminds you of many, many things. I hope I remember last night for a long time. Martini Ranch, Michelle my new BFF lol. You rock sista friend.

Lates,

-J

If you haven't seent it

Go see it. I'm talking about the Notebook if you want to see a love story that makes you think about your first love all over again check it out. It was a real feel good movie. There are def. some good quotables in there. This has got to be one of my favorite ones. Worst thing is though, did it mean to same thing to both of you? Anyway as far as my first summer romance... I agree

"Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons. But when all is said and done, they have one thing in common: They are shooting stars-a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity. And in a flash, they're gone."

okay just one more...

"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give you forever."

Alright Im done off to work.

-J

IMpending doom... okay perhaps not

So, I have been extremely busy. I know Ill have time to B-log more soon. I also havent been in much of a mood to share lately.. well thats not entirely true either. ALL I KNOW IS I HAVENT BEEN SNOWBOARDING THIS SEASON YET!!! AHHHHHH! But, I do have three days off next week that should be nice. Who knows whats going to happen with that though. I WAS suppoused to go to Mammoth with Luke but who knows if thats acutally going to happen. Hmmmm... I thought I had more to write about. I'm sure I do acutally... none of it is coming to mind though. I guess if you want to know whats going on you'll need to call me or drop me an e-mail.

LOVE ~ haha LoVe... LAME

-J

MOVED

I just moved in to my new house... first thing up my interent connection!!! Call me stop by unexpected guests are great... well gimme a call ill tell you where it is.

-J

So yeah I'm a freak...

What do you do when you miss someone... Hmm? I dont even know why I miss this person, or how (in what capacity) I do but I really do.

Otherwise things are great!

-J